It is difficult after someone passes away to move forward with a smile on your face. I have been through this before several times with lost family members. I know there are good days, bad days and very bad days. I just wish I could fast forward sometimes, but then I don't want to wish my life away. So, it is just about muddling through and getting things done and looking forward to a better future down the road. Yup I got this!
Summer is flying by...I want to enjoy it somehow. I am trying.
This was a picture of me and my Mom in 1980. A friend took us to Tahoe, NV on their plane. That was my first and last trip there. I can still remember going to the casino and not being old enough to gamble. I never have liked it. It was interesting.
My Mom enjoyed gambling more then anything. Well that and drinking. I decided to take my life in a different direction and focus on my family. It has been a great life. I am a lucky person to have the life I have. Very blessed and grateful.