Thursday, June 6, 2013
It is amazing how slow time goes when you are sitting around with someone who is dying. It seems as though the time stops. Yet when you go outside you can see that a whole day has passed by.
That is how it is these days. My Dad is still lingering. Mostly he is asleep. Even when he is awake I can not hear him. He speaks very softly. It is frustrating for me because I can't hear well as it is. Sometimes I can understand him but mostly I can not. Sometimes when I get there he waves to me and as I leave sometimes he will wave goodbye. It is killing me to see him this way. My heart is broken.
I don't understand how he can continue to go on. I know he doesn't want to give up, but to me it is time to let go. Although, letting go is going to be impossible for me. I am going to miss him so much.
Posted by CiNdEe at 9:52 AM